Genre: Pg-13?

Author's Note: Finally it's Tegomass! My favourite pair, probably i making it the most tragic one though :x This is my favourite chapter so far! :D 

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Tegoshi gazed up into the starry night sky. His chest started to hurt. It was as if thousands and thousands of needles pricking into his chest, endlessly. He slumped onto the floor, his hands clenching into a fist, his fingernails sinking deep onto the skin on his palms. Few minutes later, the searing pain weared off, and Tegoshi fall to the ground, breathing deep and hard breadths. 

"I am so sorry.. Massu.." Tegoshi mumbled, along with the cold perspiration that dripped down from his forehead. 

Is it the end?

Tegoshi went to the hospital next day for his regular check up. As he passed by, he saw Yamapi coming around from the corner of the hospital. 

"Yamapi? What are you doing here?" Tegoshi asked. Startled, Yamapi quickly hide the brown envelope he was holding behind his back. "Nothing much, seriously. What about you?" 

It was an obvious nervousness.

Tegoshi knew something fishy was going on. "Ah! Ryo-tan!" Tegoshi called, pointing his finger towards the direction behind of Yamapi. Yamapi of course, took the bait and turned. He's weak against Ryo's name. With that, Tegoshi snatched across the envelope Yamapi was holding and hurriedly opened it. Yamapi, realised he was tricked, tried snatching back the envelope, but Tegoshi's action were too fast. 

"Yamapi.. this.. this.. is..." Tegoshi's voice stammered, as he started to lose strength of his whole body. The white paper words were as if coming out, and dancing around Tegoshi's eyes, making him lost of words. Yamapi snatched back the report.

"Now you know why.."

"That's why.. that's why you treated Ryo-tan that way..! Sorry Yamapi, to think I scolded you the other time.." Tegoshi apologised. Yamapi shrugged it off, "You were right, you scolded me correctly.." 

Realising he was late for his appointment, Tegoshi then bid goodbye to Yamapi, and he headed off. What was awaiting for Tegoshi inside that room? As Tegoshi slidded open the door, he was greeted by the man in white robes, just sitting by the roller chair, patiently waiting for his arrival..

Walking down the aisle of the hospital, there were nurses and doctors all walking around. They seems busy. Is there alot of people being sick and stuffs in Japan? Tegoshi held tightly onto the report he just recieved. 

There is no way... this is real..

"Tego-chan...?" A voice sounded and Tegoshi hurriedly wipe off the tracks of tears in the tip of his eyes, and turned back.

Shige?

What is he doing here in the hospital?

"Ah.. It's really.. you.. I'm glad.." Shige stuttered. When he almost stumbled amongst his steps, Tegoshi managed to catch him in the nick of the time. "Could you inform Johnny-san that Koyama.. Keii-chan .. he.. car accident..?" Shige's eyes were filled with tears.

Tegoshi's eyes widened. Accident? Koyama? "I.. I got it.. Is.. Koyama.. fine?" Tegoshi was too shocked.

What in the world is happening around? 

Shige just nodded his head slightly, he then got up, and with light and weak steps, and the help of the walls of the aisle, he slowly walked back. 

Tegoshi, along with the news he just recieved, hurriedly rushed back to the company, of course to inform Johnny-san all about it. 

"Sure, I will take note of it. If he wokes up, just tell him not to rush anything," Johnny-san informed Tegoshi. Tegoshi nodded, bowed his head, before he left the room. 

"Tesshi!" a familiar voice called for him. Tegoshi turned. "Ma..Massu?"  Why? Why now? 

'What.. are you doing here?" 

"I have the shooting of my drama, it just ended!" Massu said, with a twist on his hands. "Let's go home together, ne, Tesshi?" 

Tegoshi nodded his head.

The road home was silence. It was hardly being like this. Usually, Tegoshi would be the one blabbering non-stop about how was his day, how funny it has being, so miraculously he survived in the day. These never came out from Tegoshi's mouth throughout the half of the journey. There were many stuffs still processing inside Tegoshi's head. The journey back, was of utter silence. 

"Tesshi, are you sick?" Masuda asked, concerned. 

It is time to make a decision.

Tegoshi shooked his head. 

What's wrong with Tesshi? 

Tegoshi suddenly stopped in his track. He felt that the tears he had in his eyes were going to flow down soon enough. Hastily, he wiped it off, and with a slight watery eyes, he turned towards Masuda. Collecting all his emotions, and toning his voice to a calm mode, he faced Masuda. Perplexed, Masuda just stood still, and looked at Tegoshi. Tegoshi opened his mouth, those words, slowly vibrating into Masuda's ears. 

"Massu, let's break up." 

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