Genre: Totally Angst :) 

Rating: PG-13.

Disclaimers: The picture was taken from news magazine scans, and of course, edited by me! :D , do enjoy! They belonged to their own family~ :x 

Author's Note: And and and, the climax is finally here desu yo!! Please have fun reading! :D I bet you all must be eager to know what's going to happen! :x

This chapter is kind of many little pairings here and there~ Under the pairings I've actually included their orginal pairings, so please don't be mistaken about it yea! :D 

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Ryo slowly walked into the studio. He did not want to face any situation like that day again. At most, he will just start to avoid Yamapi, and Tegoshi. He didn't want to see both of them being lovey-dovey, and of course, he didn't want to see Pi all kind and precious to Tegoshi when he's around. As he flung open the door, he saw something that he have never wanted to see- at all. 

"Yuya!" 

"Yes, Pi?" 

"Let's go to the mall after this, I've something I want to show you," Pi replied, as he patted Tegoshi's hair. Tegoshi brimmed and flashed his signature smile to Yamapi. "Sure!" 

Ryo lowered his head, as he went to the sofa, and settled down onto it. His heart was aching, but what could he do? Yamapi have love Tegoshi, and that is a fact that even Ryo could not change.

After the rehearsal, Tegoshi was dragged out by Yamapi. Just when they're about to get on the car, Masuda stopped them. "Tesshi, can .. we talk?" 

Tegoshi turned around, and faced Masuda. His eyes were red, and teary. He must have been crying. Tegoshi clenched his fist tightly. Yamapi noticed, and gave him a pat on the shoulder. He turned around, and Yamapi nodded his head slightly. 

"Sure.." Tegoshi mumbled, as he followed Masuda, to the park they've always been going when they were together. 

"Tesshi, I.. I wish you're happy.." Masuda mumbled, holding back his tears. Tegoshi was making sure the distance between him and Masuda is far away, so that he did not have the urge to run up to Masuda and explain everything. Wait, explain? What's there to explain? Being together with Masuda will only cause him to have much more pain than he is feeling now. Is that even necessary to cause bigger pain to Masuda? 

"Massu, I'm sorry that I've hurt you," Tegoshi replied. "But, it's a fact, I've love Yamapi like, ever since," 

Masuda fall to the ground, sobbing out loudly. Tegoshi's heart break, but all he could do was apologising profusely. "Sorry, Massu. Massu, I'm sorry," Masuda did not reply anything. Tegoshi then turned, and walked away. 

"Tegoshi, you okay?" Yamapi asked, when he observed Tegoshi running towards Yamapi. He pounced onto Yamapi, and hugged him by the waist. "Yamapi, I feel terrible, I feel like a jerk," his voice was hoarse, obviously, been crying. 

Yamapi patted his head. "Tegoshi, it's okay,everything will be fine," 

Right at the corner, both of them did not realise that Ryo have just finished his recording, and was walking out of the studio. Seeing the both hugging by each other, Yamapi have no idea that he had hurt the older boy's heart. Ryo turned around, and hurriedly left the scene. 

"Yama..pi..." Tegoshi suddenly panted. The grab on Yamapi's shirt tightened. And, he let go, and fell to the ground, one of his hand tightly pulling his shirt, where his heart was situated at. "Tegoshi? TEGOSHI?!!?" Yamapi shouted. Tegoshi was breaking into cold perspiration. He hurriedly carried Tegoshi, placed him into the seat of the car, and drove to the hospital. On the way, Yamapi constantly glanced over to Tegoshi. He was in pain, Tegoshi's in pain. 

The younger boy was wheeled into the ward on the wheeler bed. Yamapi paced up and down the corridor, as he glanced over to the room where Tegoshi is. Finally, after what seemed to be eternity, the curtain was drew, and Tegoshi was wheeled out, with an oxygen mask on him.

"Doctor, is anything wrong with him?" Yamapi asked, as he ran towards the person in white robes. 

"You know about his condition, it seems that he was agitated, which trigger his illness to come back," the doctor explained patiently. 

Yamapi etched his eyebrow. "Illness?" 

The doctor looked at him. "Yes, illness. I guess you don't know. You should probably ask him about it when he's awake," then, the doctor walked away. 

Yamapi stayed by the side of Tegoshi all day long. Finally, Tegoshi woke up. 

"Yamapi? What.. what happened?" 

"You fainted," 

"Ah.." 

"What's wrong with you? The doctor was saying about your illness or something?" Yamapi asked, as he looked into Tegoshi's eyes. Tegoshi diverted the gaze, as he started to look at the floorings. 

Yamapi helped Tegoshi up, and adjusted his bed. "It's okay if you're not saying. I've told the company that you're not feeling well, and I've apply leave as well. I'll take care of you at the meantime. Here, drink a cup of water," Yamapi said, as he poured a glass of water, and passed it over to Tegoshi. 

Tegoshi reached out for the glass, as he sipped on the water slowly. Both of his hands holding onto the glass of water, as he slowly looked at Yamapi. Tegoshi then passed over the water to Yamapi, while he started to organise everything that he wanted to tell Yamapi. 

"Yamapi, I..." Yamapi looked at him, not uttering a single word.

"I.. the doctor said, I have not much time left,"  Yamapi widened his eyes. "Wh..What?!" 

Tegoshi bowed down his head. "I've inherited my great-grandma's disease. It was a rare disease. There's no cure. It will affect the circulation of my blood, and frequently severe chest pain. Slowly, the pain in chest will increase, and it will affect my breathing, and towards my heart," 

Yamapi shooked his head. "You're.. you're kidding right?" 

"Yamapi, please understand me! I know you understand how i feel right?" 

Yamapi kept quiet. He had the same experience as Tegoshi, just.. it was not as frightening as Tegoshi. Yamapi simply was diagnosed with skin cancer. It was not severe, it was diagnosed as benign. 

"Ah, yea. I understand.." 

Yamapi looked at Tegoshi. He's really a strong kid. After hearing he had not much time left, he can still smile. If he's skin cancer was not curable, Yamapi could have probably just committed suicide. 

After Tegoshi slept, Yamapi left the hospital and headed home. On the way home, he thought of alot of things.  Tegoshi broke up with Masuda because he didn't want to hurt any deeper to Masuda. What about him? Yamapi drive up the road, and it was red light. He stopped. Ryo, the reason I broke up with you was that i didn't want you to be disappointed in me.      

This whole body is full of disease. Please don't come near me.