"Koyama? Koyama?" Ryo shake Koyama out from his daze. It was his turn for his solo dance rehearsal, but it seemed that Koyama didn't really have any reaction. "Ah! I'm sorry Ryo, I'm tired," Koyama got back to reality, and scratched his head. Ryo shake his head. "It's your turn. You can go home after this, I'll tell Pi,"

Koyama got up, and stretched his back. "Alright!"

Rehearsal went well. The other four members observed Koyama as he practised. He was serious, so they shoved the topic of Koyama didn't hear them just now when they were talking about Shige. "Shige.."

"Then, I'll leave first, alright?" Koyama said, as he waved his hand, took his bag, and left the studio. The rain was pouring outside, but it doesn't matter to Koyama. Without Shige, he felt that he have no meaning in life. It doesn't matter if he fall sick right? Nobody will care.

"Massu! It's raining outside, look!" Tegoshi called for Masuda, as he pointed out the window. Masuda rested his head onto Tegoshi. "Ah, it's true,"

Koyama suddenly flashed by in Masuda's head. Masuda hurriedly got up, took an umbrella from the side and went out of the studio, even before Tegoshi have a chance to ask where is he going. "Koyama!" Masuda shouted. But then, when he reached the studio entrance, he already saw Koyama walking in the rain. "It's on purpose huh?" Masuda thought to himself. He shrugged his shoulders, and pushed the matter off.

"Sometimes, I just don't understand Koyama. Maybe I'll visit him after work," Masuda thought to himself, and putting a mental note in his head, to stop by Koyama's house later on.

Koyama reached home, with water drenching down from his clothing. He walked towards the kitchen, and left a trail of water marks on the floor. Just then, he accidentally bumped into the knife, and it dropped onto the floor. He picked it up, when he realised the knife have accidentally cut onto his finger.

The thick red liquid flowed down from his hand, but Koyama felt no pain. Is it that the agony in his heart have numbed away the pain on his finger?

Koyama held onto the knife, and walked around the house. This house was shared with Shige and him. Now that Shige is gone, he doesn't need to be here anymore, right? What's the point on living on, when Shige dumped him away? He saw the photos and photos around the house, the happy moments, will they be gone after he dies?

Masuda have been slamming against the door for a few minutes. No answer? Is Koyama not home yet? But he saw visible watermarks on the ground, so Koyama must have passed by here. "Koyama! Open up! I'm Masuda! Koyama!"

Masuda decided to break the door open. Who cares if he had to pay? He was worried that Koyama might do something silly.

Upon breaking, he saw Koyama's hands were holding onto a knife, and it was above his head, ready to plunged it down. "Koyama! What.. What are you doing!?" Masuda shouted, trying to calm Koyama down.
Visible tracks of tears were seen on Koyama's face, as the said boy plunged the knife down. "Shige is gone! He's not coming back anymore!" Koyama shouted.

"He's coming back! He's COMING BACK!" Masuda shouted, and screamed. Yet, everything was too late, Koyama have plunged the knife down, and it went through his stomach. Koyama looked towards Masuda. "Is.. that... tru.." Koyama plunged onto the floor, the red liquid constantly flowing out from his wound.

Tegoshi ran all the way to the hospital. He didn't care if it was in the middle of his filming of his movie. He just knew that he needed to go. "MASSU!" Tegoshi shouted, when he saw Masuda pacing up and down. "Massu!" Tegoshi ran towards Masuda, and flew into his embrace. "Koyama.. is he fine?"

"He's still in the emergency room,"

"It's all my fault! If I didn't tell him that.. If.. if i never.." Tegoshi continued to cry, tears flowing down uncontrollably. "Tesshi! It's not your fault, you didn't know Koyama would take it so hard,"

"It's still my fault!" Tegoshi sniffed, as he choked on his tears. There's no way he is not responsible! He cried, totally not taking in Masuda's words at all. Masuda grabbed onto Tegoshi's arm, and planted a kiss onto his lips. Tegoshi finally calmed down. His head knocked onto Masuda's chest, and Masuda hugged him. "Tesshi! It's not your fault,"

Tegoshi nodded his head slightly.

"I've informed Shige, he's coming back," Masuda whispered.