僕は君の事が好き- Chapter 2
Thursday, November 18, 2010 | 5:30 PM
Title: Boku wa kimi no koto suki Chapter Two: Suicidal thoughts? Pairings: Koyama Keiichiro X Kato Shigeaki, Tegoshi Yuya X Masuda Takahisa(side) Disclaimer: I don't own them! Credits to awesome magazine scans of NEWS, and edited by me, with tools from photoshop :D Author's Note: This is a multi chapter, with koyashige concentrated! It's requested by pppyyyccc from my NEWS fanfiction request post here! Do leave a comment if you want to request it from me, I'll gladly write it for you :D
Dragging his feet, Koyama slumped onto the sofa situated at the corner of the room. Why did Shige left him?
Why did..?
“TEGOSHI YUYA!” A voice exclaimed out so loudly that it caught all the attention of the staff walking pass. Tegoshi stopped in his pace, and turned around, to be greeted by Masuda. “Massu! That was.. loud!” Masuda stared at him, before grabbing onto his wrist, and dragging him out of Jimusho.
“What!?” Tegoshi shouted. “MASSU! My hand hurts!”
“Why did you said that to Koyama?! Do you think Shige will forgive you!? You’re ruining their relationship!” Masuda reprimanded him. Tegoshi was pressing onto the area where Masuda have held onto him tightly. It was red, and it hurts. Tegoshi’s heart was like breaking into pieces. It’s okay if Masuda wants to know the truth, but why is he so agitated?
“Massu, you idiot,” Tegoshi mumbled. Masuda, still raging, pushed Tegoshi towards the wall, and placed his hand beside Tegoshi’s face, onto the wall. “Tesshi! Explain!” Masuda’s voice was still stern. Tegoshi looked away, as tears have formed at the top of his eyes.
“It’s April Fool today! Do you think Koyama is that stupid not to know about it!?” Tegoshi screamed, his tears falling from his eyes. Masuda was taken aback. Firstly, he didn’t realize today was April 1st, which is April Fool. Secondly, he didn’t expect Tegoshi to cry. Hurriedly, he use his right hand to wipe away Tegoshi’s tears.
“Sorry, Tesshi. I was too harsh,” Masuda apologized, as he gently touched Tegoshi’s cheeks. Tegoshi looked away, as he pouted his face. Masuda smiled and the younger boy silly actions. Knowing that nobody would come out, Masuda leaned down, and slowly closed the gap between their lips.
“I wonder if.. Koyama knows,” Shige muttered to himself, while he looked out of the window of his aeroplane. The sky was crystal blue, and he was till waiting for his plane to arrive at the destination. The scene of the two cheeky monsters still appeared in his head.
Shige pulled his hair, “AHH! My entire fault for not bringing my phone! If not I could just directly contact Koyama and tell him all about it!” Shige sighed, and looked out of the window. “Koyama, just, please, be clever for this once,”
“Koyama-san, it’s your turn now,” the staff came into the dressing room, and called Koyama out for the next rehearsal. Koyama stood up, and walked out of the room. Why did Shige left him? Did anybody know about it? How about.. ?
During the rehearsal, Koyama wasn’t concentrating at all. All he thought was that, Shige abandoned him. Finally when the rehearsal was done, he took the towel and walked back to his dressing room. Mumurs could be heard from a corner.
“Don’t you think Koyama-kun seemed weird?”
“Yes! He’s like, a person without soul,”
“Do you think something happened to him?”
“I wonder!”
Koyama sighed at the murmurings, and headed off. He didn’t have any mood to clear up all these nonsensical rumors, not when his Shige isn’t around.
The wind that day was particularly stronger than he thought it was. Pulling his coat over him, Koyama brisk himself home, along with the strong wind. Then, dark clouds started to pass by and raindrops dripped down. The people on the streets hurriedly ran, or some took out their umbrella and continue walking.
Koyama looked up to the sky. He didn’t care if people think that he’s homeless or just plain nuts. The air was surprisingly fresh, even in the city. The rain continued to beat upon his head with the silver liquid drops, and he felt that his soul was getting a bath, and getting rid of all the burdens he had felt before.
Slowly, he started to walk home, still under the rain.
“I..I’m home,” Koyama muttered, as he opened the door. Nobody was inside. Shige was gone. Koyama hurriedly ran into the room, and checked the wardrobe, his clothes wasn’t there anymore. He ran to the toilet, his toothbrush, shampoo, shower were all gone. Did he leave a note? Koyama ran to the letter box in their house, none.
“Shige….” Koyama stuttered, as he fall to the floor, his hands grabbing onto the side of his head. “SHIGE!!!” Shige jerked up, as the weather suddenly turned cloudy. He thought that he had heard Koyama shouting for him. He wiped away the perspiration formed on his forehead, and glanced out the window once again. “Koyama.. Is he doing well?”
“I can’t do anything without Shige,” Koyama stuttered. He glanced over to the penknife on his table, and he grabbed it. His hands were shivering, as he placed down to knife towards his wrist. Just when he was about to move it, a thunder was heard. In shock, Koyama dropped the penknife, and looked out of the window. “I.. I can’t do it..” Koyama muttered. Dragging his feet, he slumped onto the bed. It was a tiring day for him after all.
The next day, Koyama woke up late, and he didn’t bother. Taking his own time, he got dressed in his white t-shirt, and black Bermudas, with his brown knitted beanie. Taking his keys, and handphone, he left the house, with all the previous day clothing sprawling on the floor.
“Koyama! YOU’RE LATE! Why didn’t you pick up your phone!?” Yamapi- the so called leader of the group, shouted at him when Koyama entered the dressing room. Koyama took out the phone from his pocket, and looked at it.
16 missed calls.
“Ah! Sorry Yamapi, It was on silence mode,” Koyama apologized, as he scratched the back of his head. Tegoshi looked at Masuda, and Masuda looked back. Koyama looks fine, he probably have figured it out that the previous day was a joke, and nothing else.
“Let’s go for rehearsal then!” Ryo announced, as all of them got up from their seat, and went out. During their rehearsal, the others have gathered around to talk about Shige, excluding Koyama, as he was having his solo performance. “Shige is going for how long again?” Ryo asked, his head resting on Yamapi’s shoulders. “6 months, if I’m not wrong,” Masuda added.
They continued talking, without realizing that Koyama was walking towards them, as the person in charge wanted them to do their rehearsal as a group first.
“Koyama is so poor thing.. Being abandoned by Shige like this..” Ryo added, his head still resting on Yamapi’s shoulders. Yamapi nodded his head, in sentiments.
“Oh well, this kind of things, you sometimes will not know what happen right?” Masuda said, with his hands around Tegoshi’s shoulders.
“Guys!”
The four of them were taken aback, as they turned towards the voice. “They say to rehearse as a group first,” The four of them hurriedly stood up, and walked off, leaving Koyama to wonder on the topic they have just mentioned.
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